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In Arcadia Ego
Author: glasslogic
Artist: innana-maat
Mixer: aurora primavera
Genre:  slash
Pairing: Sam/Dean - not related
Disclaimer: counter customisableI have no rights to any of the copyrighted characters/material in this fic, and I make no profit from it.
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 32,247
Warnings/Spoilers: Sex, blood, and language. It's an NC-17 vampire fic...

Summary: Sam is the only child of the great hunter John Winchester, but life under his father's thumb is miserable for him. When a scholarship gives him the chance to escape to college, he seizes the opportunity to leave the grim world of hunting behind for the promise of a normal life. But when the same unknown creature that killed his mother year’s earlier murders his fiancée, Sam, embittered and heartsick, returns to his father’s side. John seems strangely reluctant to have him there though, and soon Sam is hunting on his own. While stalking vampires in the central states, he is forced to strike a deal with one to save the lives of hostages. Now, torn between a hunting community that’s shut him out and a vampire that enjoys inflicting pain, his father missing and innocent lives over his head, Sam finds that simple survival might be more than he can manage, and there are even darker things looming on the horizon…

*The missing section heading/timeline issue is resolved here and on A03!*


Links to Individual Sections on LJ

1   : 2 :   3   :   4   :

Sequels:
The Crossroads of Eden
In the Low Places
Sundown, Kansas

Author's Notes

I think innana-maat's art pretty much speaks for itself. I am completely blown away by her talent, dedication, and the sheer volume of work she produced to help me illustrate this story. I used as much of it as I could, but everyone should check out her art post to see all of the lovely things I couldn't wiggle in.

Aurora did an absolutely fantastic album cover and mix for the story! Make sure you stop in and take a look at the result of her efforts.

In addition, I'd like to thank the usual suspects for their invaluable assistance with this fic! Anything still wrong with it is entirely my fault (naturally) and if it's technical -- most likely a result of last minute fiddling.

vodou-blue - grammar cop and cheerleader extrordinaire,  elusive_life_77 - who always listens patiently to what I have to rant about, pats my head, and understands why sometimes you just have to Molotov yourself, dime_for_12  - who is fighting back the evil forces of advanced academia and still managed to squeeze the story in, and  wickedlilwitch -  who has yet to tell me drop dead when I send her sad little plaintive IM's in the dead of the night (that's what you get for answering beta requests and actually doing it. Three fics later I'm still scratching at her door).

Date: 2010-10-01 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
It's true! I distinctly heard you confess to dropping one on your own toes yesterday to save yourself from a tank or a horde of cats or something *loftily*

Date: 2010-10-01 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wickedlilwitch.livejournal.com
Anytime. *wink*

Date: 2010-10-02 06:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
*grins* You know I'll take you up on that!

Date: 2010-10-02 07:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vodou-blue.livejournal.com
Oh, wow -- you're gonna get a mix too? Cool!

Tell me when it shows; I'm eager to hear it. *bounces*

Date: 2010-10-02 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
Just as soon as I get the link - I don't know anything about it, so I'm excited to hear it too!

Date: 2010-10-03 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dime-for-12.livejournal.com
Dude, I saw this saved - multiple times - on delicious :DDDD

This was a great story, and I loved every minute of reading it.

Date: 2010-10-03 01:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you enjoyed reading it - and thank you for all of your help!!

wow:)

Date: 2010-10-23 11:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nanoks.livejournal.com
love the art work!!

*hugs*

Re: wow:)

Date: 2010-10-23 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I know! Isn't it awesome? Make sure you tell Innana!

I hope you enjoy the story too! *grins*

Date: 2011-03-31 09:29 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wh1tef0x
Honey the PDF download is dead. Could you reupload it or send me a copy?

Date: 2011-03-31 09:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I didn't have anything to do with the DL, but I will let milli know when she shows up and hopefully we can get that ironed out. In the meantime though, PM me your email addy and I will send you a copy of the file. Thanks for letting me know!

Date: 2011-10-17 08:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] littlebites111.livejournal.com
This ... this *Sam* just blows my heart up like a freaking Zeppelin. How stubborn, and practical, and thoughtful (even when he's about to do something incredibly reckless and stupid). I loved the slow build of the relationship and OMG DEAN IS GOING TO SAVE HIM FROM APOCALYPSE ANGST. My YAY! goes on forever :D

I was bummed to see the sequel is still under construction, but as there seems to be several other treats to keep me occupied in the meantime, I may survive :) I am about to friend you though, because I reeeeeally want to be on that sequel as soon as you deem it fit for the public.

Date: 2011-10-19 07:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you enjoyed the story! Yes *grins* avoiding the apocalypse angst is one of my favorite parts of this verse too... still have to deal with the demon thing though.

I'm bummed it's still under construction too! I mean, I glare and lecture severely, but no matter how much I yell at it the story stubbornly refuses to finish itself. Total disrespect! I am working on it, I'm till hoping to start posting at the end of the month *determindly* I hope you enjoyed some of the other stories! <3

Date: 2011-10-19 11:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] littlebites111.livejournal.com
Disrespectful, huh? Well, I just happen to have a no joke military background if you need someone to whip it into shape for you :-p *shameless attempt to gain early access to story*

Meanwhile, Wolf!Sam = AllMyLove + Forever + Ever + Always. I may even love him more than canon, which, given the way last weeks Advocate!Sam sent my inner fangirl into veritable seizures of joy, is saying quite a lot. Species barrier? Pffft. Dean doesn't stand a chance :)

Date: 2011-10-20 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com


*laughs* I'm glad you enjoyed The Cause Sanguine! I don't know if I linked the sequel at the bottom of that *muses* I did some and didn't do others, but there is one *wryly* As for COE *gives it a baleful stare* We're trying to negotiate a settlement.
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Date: 2011-11-02 05:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! *grins* RL has been a total pain in the ass lately, so the sequel is taking forever to get postable *dryly* Feel free to stalk away though, and thanks for commenting!
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Date: 2011-11-06 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
Definitely *grins* I'll make sure you even get advance notice of any movements or vacations its planning on taking so you can stalk more efficiently *assuringly*

Date: 2011-11-06 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saintsghost.livejournal.com
is there a pdf verion of this? the download said it is rar. my computer doesnt accept those apparently. will you be adding it to your archiveofourown.org page?

Date: 2011-11-06 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
It will be, eventually *cringes* Email me at glasslogic@gmail.com and I will see what I can hook you up with.

Date: 2012-01-07 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summerholt.livejournal.com
This is the first fic I read from you and I love it! Dean's character is so alive and angstfree that he quickly takes the center stage for me even though the story is from Sam's POV. Now I think about it, Dean might have some angst that Sam doesn't know about, but Dean doesn't dwell on it endlessly; he is rather a man of action, and unabashed to all his own actions. I just can't get enough of that Dean! Also love Sam in his quiet and determined way.

I really like how their relationship slowly develops. It's nice to read a story where they don't fall in love with each other immediately because of instant attraction/good looks. Also like your delicate handling of pain.

Great story! Can't wait for the sequel. Meanwhile, gonna read all your other fics.

Date: 2012-01-07 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I'm glad you enjoyed it! Characterization is always hard for me so it's great to hear back that it's working for others. The sequel is split POV so more from Dean, hopefully he retains the same sense though. It's harder to do from the inside *grins* Your note about handling pain is interesting, if you get a second I would be interested in hearing more about that aspect. If I'm doing something right I always like to be able to determine what it is! I hope that you like the other fics as well, thanks for commenting!

Date: 2012-01-08 02:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summerholt.livejournal.com
Yay! Excited to look from the inside and to see how Dean really feels about everything. There are some things left unexplained in this fic. For example, why Dean started seeing Sam less often, and after their confrontation he went back to their normal schedule. I get that sometimes the readers need to fill in the blanks for themselves and I like that. My theory is that Dean started to angst a bit and he didn't like it. XD

It's hard to pinpoint where and what you did right handling pain. I just really like your style. The (physical and emotional) pain that comes from anticipation and imagination is mostly just hinted in your fic, not quite graphical, and I like that. But they are deep and tug at my heartstring each time. For example, when Dean and Sam first made their contract, Dean said that it would hurt. That's a good anticipation. And when Sam was tortured you didn't describe it in details, I like that. When Sam met with Dean afterward, he asked for sex because Dean told him it would lessen the pain, that's just heartbreaking. I once heard that in order for the reader to feel sorry for a character, all you need to do is for that character to not feel sorry for himself. And you handle that pretty well, too. Both Dean and Sam are strong characters and don't really dwell on their own misery, but rather take action. - What you are doing with this story is really working for me that's what I'm saying. :)

Date: 2012-01-07 01:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] summerholt.livejournal.com
The music mix links seem to be dead. Is there anyway to re-upload the mix? thanks!

Date: 2012-01-07 02:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
Sadly, I never actually had the mix or her cover art and it looks like Aurora's site is dismantled. Your best bet there is just to try dropping her a note on her LJ. One of my betas collects things like that and I will ask her if she has any of the material.

Date: 2012-04-22 07:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmagic661.livejournal.com
Hi :) this is awesome, i loved reading it. I was wondering if i would be able to get a PDF of this if at all possible, the link doesnt seem to work for me

Date: 2012-04-23 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I had nothing to do with the links and don't know anything about hosting PDFs or making them *wryly* I'm glad you like the fic! If you PM me your email I will try and send you a copy of it though.

Date: 2012-04-23 11:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackmagic661.livejournal.com
Really, yay thankyou :) my email is forbiden5@yahoo.co.uk just read the sequal last night and loved it, your fics are so good

Date: 2012-04-30 12:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
Thank you and you are very welcome!

Date: 2012-05-10 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] romennim.livejournal.com
I finally read this story and I adored it to pieces! really.
I loved particularly how the relationship builds slowly between them :)
now I can't wait to have time to read the sequel!!

p.s. I don't know if you remember but you asked me to tell you how the format and text was in the copy on amalthia's site since I read from there... well, the format was good and I only saw two or three typos :) I was very glad to find the epub there.. lately I can't stand reading using a backlit display for more than a hour :/

Date: 2012-05-13 03:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
I'm so glad your enjoyed it and hope you liked the sequel too! I'm in between states at the moment, so I'm a little slower than usual in responses *sighs*

I do vaguely remember that! Thank's for the update! I keep meaning to DL files but... time marches ever on. I completely understand about the backlit displays. I'm about to have to come up with a new format myself. <3

pdf of IN ARCADIA EGO

Date: 2014-05-31 02:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valkyrie4clex.livejournal.com
Could you possibly e-mail a copy of this file? I tried to DL it at the link indicated and I clicked on each place where it said DOWNLOAD and I'm not getting a story. i did get a strange picture -I'm not sure if that goes with the story or not. My e-mail if krycekboy@yahoo.com. I'm over 18 -actually over 64- if that is important. Thanks for any help you can give me.

Re: pdf of IN ARCADIA EGO

Date: 2014-05-31 04:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glasslogic.livejournal.com
Hey there! I have absolutely nothing to do with the pdf or download links, I don't even know how they work *wryly* Since this one seems to be dead, I removed it. Thanks for the heads up! As for getting you a pdf... I should be able to do that -- but I won't have access to that computer until tomorrow. If I don't send it right off in the morning, can you remind me? I have a memory like a sieve and a bazillions balls in the air this weekend!
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